hey hey is me again fattysam!!!!

Kinda boring today as i never had any people to talk to other than adda, cheryl, kaira. Now i just wish i could have a speedy recover on my knee operation. This is killing me slowly, can you imagine that you are not able to move your lower body and laying on the bed the whole day, just staring at the four corners of the room. I think i am going crazy as i really do not know what or how  to entertain myself from this misery. I also lost my regular eating habit, it became worst from not eating rice to no drink cerel. i think the medication is making me feel this way, but i really dun undertand, i thought medicine is gonna make the patient feels better and have a better recovery, yet i taking it but i feeling lousy every time.  It may be my thinking that is going against the medication but i just want to have the feeling back of my legs and able to go out with friends and be able to play sports. But with this current state, i dun think that i am able to get up and move to the kitchen. I miss all my poly buddies and my secondary mates, just wish they are doing well in their schools. got to end now the drug(medication) is make me not to think clearly, See you tomorrow!!

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