why do people close to me, had to leave my life when i needed them most…..this is one of the thing i really cannot understand and will never understand…. this isn’t the things i learn from young, but people believe that if you do good stuff to help other people who are in need, good things happen to you…. In fact this isn’t some thing that is shown in front of me ….. Now i can feel that the despair and the loneliness of some one lost their love ones…. is not like break up with your GF but is worst than that…. thing cannot be amended when god is holding all the cards in his hand….. i am willing to pray as hard as possible that things will change and not going in the way that i am not willing to accept the fate of her life ……….. i just want her to be by my side and going out with her whenever she wants….. despite her age, she is still healthy and travelling all over the world…… i seriously went down on my knee to pray to you god, letting to her stand up again, that will be my last faithful wish …….. i will do any thing just to let her get well even if a had to sacrifice myself ………….
I just pray that Lord please heal her as she needed you ….. and i need her ……in the name of the lord i willing to sacrifice to help those people who needed help and inexchange please heal her , from the bottom of my heart , i truthfully pray that you will answer my call for you and her call for you ……
